Hopeful Heart

“Hopeful Heart”

I’m not scared

If anything, I’m ready

Too ready to let go

Too ready to lock in

Holding out to avoid being attacked by sly sin

I want what everyone wants

To love and to be loved

Simple, honest, yet so much deceit is involved

Playing by my own rules

Makes the games more fun

Keeping each man on their toes as they think they’ve already won

Won what?

Makes no sense to me

Legs remain closed

Heart remains open

Engineering ebbs and flows

I am the ocean

Transparent and reflective

The abyss of love and life

Paving my own way so one day

I can be the most wonderful wife

I’m excited to create a shared adventure, with unconditional love at the center

A true friendship, the most courageous venture

Maybe my craving to be in love is lustful?

Maybe it’s pure?

Either way, I know I’ll have the experience once I mature further

We all deserve to be seen

We all deserve to be known

Maintaining self-love and discipline holds up a hopeful heart unavailable for loan